I am an award-winning freelance journalist based in Brooklyn (formerly based in Providence, R.I.) and and an MFA student in creative nonfiction at the New School. This is not a blog, but rather a collection of some of my work.

My favorite stories are about people: people who do unlikely or awe-inspiring things, people with dreams and visions and singular voices, people and communities whose voices are marginalized or forgotten by the popular press. I have a special interest in the criminal justice system and health care for the underserved and disenfranchised, particularly HIV/AIDS. (Before I became a journalist, I worked as an outreach worker and research assistant at an HIV clinic.) I also write news and book reviews, and have been known to write enthusiastically about books, beer, old houses, music, and politics.

Lately I've slowed down my professional output to focus on my thesis, a book-length work of narrative journalism about hepatitis C and addiction. It should be finished over the summer, at which point I'll turn my attention back to newspapers, magazines, and (hopefully) teaching.

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Mr. Beller's Neighborhood>Coffee, and This and That



Coffee, and This and That


By Beth Schwartzapfel
February 3, 2008

“I don’t know their names, but I know them by voice,” said Galo Cardenas, proprietor of GC Snax, located on the ground floor of the New York Supreme Court building at 60 Centre Street. And if Mr. Cardenas looks at his customers askance, it’s because sideways is the only way he can see them -- he’s legally blind, and only has vision out of the right half of his right eye.


GC Snax sells the standard fare that its name implies, as well as Sole Proprietorship Forms, Affidavit and Judgment Confession Forms, and legal document covers. Its walls are hung with pictures of the snacks on offer -- breakfast sandwiches, hot pockets, burritos -- and handwritten signs announcing prices and specials: “Snyder’s Pretzels, only 40¢ ea,” and “New Altoid: Dark Chocolate Dipped Mint.” The shop itself is like a tiny extension of the lobby, with worn marble floors and ornate wrought iron work around the door. A formica-topped wooden counter runs its length horizontally. When Cardenas first opened GC Snax ten years ago, he moved the cash register from the right side of the counter to the left, the better to see the customers who line up to the register’s right.

On a recent weekday, classical music played softly overhead. When a customer ordered a soft pretzel, Cardenas opened a heated glass case in which a rack of pretzels spun slowly, and the room filled with the smell of a New York City street.

“How much, two hundred dollars?” he asked the customer, who had just handed him a twenty. He likes to joke with his customers by adding a zero to their totals. “That’s twenty thousand there, Mr. Galo,” the customer replied. The cash register announced the numbers on the keypad in a mechanized voice as Cardenas punched them in. “Two. Zero. Point. Zero. Zero.” the register said.

Arriving at GC Snax from the street is a task; after climbing the Supreme Court building’s imposing stone steps, passing under George Washington’s words -- “the administration of justice is the firmest pillar of good government” -- and, appropriately, walking past 14 formidable stone pillars, one then has to go through airport-style security (belt off, watch and wallet in little plastic bin, bag on x-rayed conveyor belt), before doubling back to the left of the main entrance, where the shop is nestled. It’s nearly impossible to know how many New Yorkers pass through the Supreme Court each day. The Court System’s Communications Director, David Bookstaver, puts the number in the “thousands,” although they don’t formally keep track -- but Cardenas estimates that some 500 people a day stop by his shop. Of these, he knows about half, and he has a remarkable ability to recognize them -- and anticipate their purchase -- as soon as they walk in the door. “You want blueberry yogurt, right?” he asked a customer in a trench coat. “Yes, and a spoon and a bag,” the man replied. “No spoon! No bag!” Cardenas answered. “You use your fingers today!”

Cardenas, 60, was a guidance counselor for the Brooklyn Public Schools in East New York before he lost his vision 20 years ago in an accident. Born in Italy but raised in Spain, Israel, and the United States, Cardenas speaks 4 languages, and his accent is accordingly difficult to pin down. “I’m like a gypsy,” he said. His black hair, graying at the temples, is gelled and combed neatly back into a side-part. After several years of recovery and rehabilitation, Cardenas made his way to Lighthouse International, a New York-based nonprofit organization whose occupational therapists teach the blind and visually impaired how to negotiate work in a sighted world.

After learning “how to do coffee, and this and that,” as Cardenas puts it, he connected with the New York State Commission for the Blind and Visually Impaired, whose Business Enterprise Program operates shops in Federal and State office buildings statewide. He went through an interview process, where he had to demonstrate a mastery of business principles, like balancing profit and inventory, and then he was allocated the space at 60 Centre Street. He gives 25% of his profits to the Commission, whose business advisor comes to check in on him each month. His wife comes each weekend to clean and make new signs. And Cardenas opens his doors at 7:00 each morning, fires up the coffee pot, and begins cracking good-natured jokes at his customers.

“You got taller!” he said, squinting up at a blue-uniformed security guard. “You used to be a short guy! That’s what working here does to you, I guess.”

Ms.>National Reports>From Harlem to Hollywood






From Harlem to Hollywood

A New York "boot camp" turns young women of color into feminist filmmakers

By Beth Schwartzapfel
Summer 2007

Instead of playing outside, “I was that kid who was up in her room, writing her screenplay,” says Karly Beaumont, 27, of growing up in New York City's Washington Heights neighborhood. “But I didn't see any women out there making movies--definitely not women of color who look like me.”

Harlem-based media justice organization Chica Luna Productions is trying to change that. Beaumont participated in the inaugural class of the F-Word program--“F” stands for “feminist”--a yearlong “boot camp” that trains young women of color, ages 16 to 25, to be socially conscious filmmakers. As her capstone, Beaumont produced
I’m Not Here, a gripping short about a young girl cowering in her bedroom as her father’s heavy bootsteps approach.

Although the program is about creating a safe space for self-expression, it’s also about developing participants into professional filmmakers. At a time when pop-culture-commentators are hailing YouTube as a great democratizer, Chica Luna aims higher: for “well-crafted films with visual soul,” says co-founder Elisha Miranda. In addition to achieving “media literacy”--the ability to recognize even the subtle racist, sexist, and homophobic undertones in films in order to avoid perpetuating them--the young women study producing, screenwriting, directing, camera work, lighting, and editing. They grapple with questions such as, “How do you light this well for people of color so they all don’t look like shadows?”

Several of the program’s weekly sessions are also dedicated to film industry nuts-and-bolts such as applying for artist grants and developing a salable film treatment. Co-founder Sofia Quintero says, “You could have the most powerful, important, conscious message, and if your craft is not tight--and if you don’t have the resources and know-how to get your film exhibited--“no oneís going to listen to it.”

Chica Luna founders Miranda, Quintero and Sonia Gonzalez each interrupted their own fledgling film careers to mentor young women of color. With a shoestring budget and a 6-month lease on a tiny office space, the women opened Chica Luna in September of 2001. “We did this primarily for selfish reasons,” says Quintero with a grin. “We didn’t want to be the only ones out there. This is a big recruitment drive for us.”

The program is starting to get Hollywood’s attention. One F-Word graduate is now a director’s assistant on the upcoming Michael Pinckney film
You're Nobody 'til Somebody Kills You. Symphony Space hosted a Chica Luna film festival this year, and this classís May graduation ceremony was held at the Times Square headquarters of HBO. “I was pretty impressed,” said Doris Martinez of Alianza@HBO, the company’s Latino networking group. “It really took me by surprise, the level of maturity that these girls have.”

One of the shorts screened was
Sol, Mar, Y Estrella, by Yaromil Fong-Olivares-- the story of a young Dominican girl who falls in love with her mother’s lesbian friend. “What’s out there in film is not very woman-positive,” she says. “A lot of what we see in the media is tits and ass, and you’ve gotta be tall and skinny, have light skin and straight hair. It’s a counter-protest for us to be able to take that power of the media and throw it right back.”

Mr. Beller's Neighborhood>Straggling at the Guggenheim




Straggling at the Guggenheim

By Beth Schwartzapfel
March 3, 2007

It’s a freezing Friday night at the Guggenheim, 8:00, and technically the museum closed 15 minutes ago. Two gallery guides, as their bright red tags indicate they’re called, are following Cate and I down the spiral that swoops around the building’s atrium like some giant half-stretched slinky. They are, at times during our forced march, some twenty or thirty feet behind us, and at other times they’re practically stepping on our heels. They’re sweepers, having started at the top of the loop, in the room with all the crucifixions, and corralled the remaining museum-goers toward the exit via the long, curving walk which ends at the door to the frigid pavement on Fifth Avenue.

Cate and I take a minute to admire a portrait of a young girl, her dark hair cut in a straight line across her chin—her bright brown eyes seem as if she’s looking right at you!—before resuming the walk. Cate and I don’t always agree when it comes to fine art, so many of our dalliances involve a painting that she likes and I don’t, or vice versa, disassembling what elements strike us for liking or not liking. When we stop to agree that neither of us likes a stuffy still life with food, the gallery guides catch up with us. “We’re still closed,” they say, but in a nice way. Footsteps and voices echo in the atrium.

The one on the right is named Vanessa Rubio, and it’s only her second week on the job. She arrived at the Guggenheim after working for several years at the Americas Society Art Gallery on Park Avenue and 68th Street, a job she described as much less busy, and “on Park Avenue, so you get those kind of people.” Rubio has the skin tone of white frosting dusted with cinnamon, or coffee with lots of cream, and her long, dark, curly hair is pulled back into a neat bun. She wears trendy purple titanium glasses. She is an artist—mostly a painter, but she does some cartooning, too—who chose this new job because it allows her more time to take classes in the evenings at the School of Visual Art. At 23, she recently graduated from NYU, where she majored in art and art history.

When I met Rubio, upstairs, Cate was admiring a crucifixion by Jusepe de Ribera, who lived in the Kingdom of Naples, then part of the Spanish empire, in the late 16th and early 17th centuries. The painting features a mostly-naked Jesus, nailed to a cross, with rivulets of blood, and a pained expression.

As a rule, I hate crucifixion paintings, and this was no exception. In my notebook, I noted that the paintings in this room are populated primarily by “draped and moaning people.” In fact, the one painting in this room that moved me is the one that seemed totally unrelated to the others, a tiny whimsical Goya canvas called “The Drunk Mason,” which depicts two men smirking at each other over the head of their friend, presumably the eponymous mason, who is too drunk to walk and who they are carrying between them, his stockings slouched down to his ankles. The sky, bright blue in the top left corner, melts to a white haze above their heads in the early morning.

“Look how sexual it is,” Cate said, indicating the Ribera, and I grunted uninterestedly. It didn’t look sexual to me, only boring. “There are no lines in his torso at all. He obviously loved the male form.” Rubio nodded, agreeing with Cate. “It’s definitely not boring,” she said. She said she has learned a lot from being around the masters here. She paints mostly people, herself, using acrylics to render paintings from photographs of herself and her friends, but her favorite in this room is a giant abstract charcoal drawing. “It’s going in all directions. I feel there’s a thousand stories in there,” she said. She was wearing a black sweater over a black shirt, with long rows of tiny white buttons on the sleeves. All of her paintings, so far, are untitled. “I’ve never named any of them because I don’t feel like they’re official enough to name,” she said. “I mostly just hang them in my house or in my family’s house. I’m not like, ‘this is “the Vase.” ’”

When Cate and I first arrived at the museum, at 7:20, a security guard in a blue shirt and tie with graying hair told us we could not come in, since the ticket window had closed at 7:15. We would simply have to come back another time. However, the ticket seller said that tickets were in fact available until 7:30 and grudgingly allowed us to pay $5 for the both of us. It was “pay what you wish” night, and after all, we only had 15 minutes before closing.

Then the woman behind us on the ticket line asked if she could get in free, and as Cate and I were rushing upstairs we heard the ticket seller ask whether she had any pocket change to contribute. Clearly he’d been told that this is “pay what you wish,” not “pay nothing at all” night, and everyone was expected to pay something. Immediately I wished I had given him a couple of quarters instead of a precious 5 dollar bill. “Oh,” said the blue shirt and tie man, with raised eyebrows, as we thrust our tickets toward him. “You got in.” I couldn’t tell if he was irritated or simply making an observation.

Now the same man came upstairs to tell Vanessa Rubio that she should start herding the stragglers downstairs. “Oh,” he said, when he saw me. “Nice to see you again.” Rubio had just started telling me how Debbie Harry had come in that very afternoon, dressed all in ski boots and swishy pants like she’d been on her way to the slopes. “I tried not to look too much,” she said. And then I said, “I know you have to go,” which was going to be followed by “but,” and another question, when Rubio looked at me. “So do you,” she said, but in a nice way, and we commenced our forced march down the sloping hall and into the cold night.

New York Times>The City>Sing Out, Buffy!




Sing Out, Buffy!

By Beth Schwartzapfel
February 25, 2007

THE lights had just dimmed when a young woman wearing a flowered dress made her way along the first row of seats of a theater at the IFC Film Center in the West Village with a pile of dry cleaning in her arms. “Do you want to dance on stage with us during the ‘They Got the Mustard Out’ song?” the woman whispered to members of the audience as she handed out freshly laundered shirts.

“They Got the Mustard Out,” a little number about the joy of having a competent dry cleaner, is not part of a new musical about the daily grind of living in New York. On the contrary, it is part of a sing-along inspired by “Buffy the Vampire Slayer,” the cult television show about a tough young blonde who, along with her nerdy friends, fights demons and vampires in Sunnydale, Calif., her fictional hometown.

With a tip of the hat to “The Rocky Horror Picture Show,” which set the bar for audience-participatory midnight screenings, the sing-along is based on “Once More With Feeling,” a musical episode from the show’s sixth season. The event is the brainchild of Clinton McClung, a 36-year-old film programmer who lives in Prospect Heights, Brooklyn, and whose preference for sweater vests and tweed jackets makes him a natural for the role of Buffy’s bookish “watcher,” Rupert Giles.

Mr. McClung created the sing-along in 2004 when he worked at the Coolidge Corner Theater near Boston and brought the show to New York when he moved here last summer. Ever since, this “Rocky Horror Picture Show” for the postmodern set has been gaining steam, with the February rendition marking the fifth monthly, over-the-top, costumed, live-cast, sold-out, audience-interactive midnight performance.

“It’s all for the love of Buffy right now,” Mr. McClung says. But the sing-along has fast become his (mostly unpaid) full-time job, and as word spreads, he is ushering it onto stages around the country. The show has played in Huntington on Long Island, Chicago, Tucson, Pittsburgh and Austin. Mr. McClung, who said he has a licensing agreement with the distributor of the television program, is planning a national tour this summer.

What audiences around the country will see is the sort of thing that took place at midnight last weekend, when 200 people braved 10-degree weather in a line that snaked two blocks down the Avenue of the Americas, waiting for the theater to open.

Nerina Garcia, a psychology graduate student at Fordham University who described herself as “in love with ‘Buffy,’ ” was huddled in line with her boyfriend. “If you really analyze each episode, it’s not just superficial,” she said. “Every time I watch it, there’s something deeper.”

Each guest received a red plastic goody bag filled with bubble soap, vampire teeth, party poppers shaped like champagne bottles, and a rule sheet. The first rule: sing along. Others included shouting “Shut up, Dawn!” in response to the comments of Buffy’s clueless younger sister, played by a 23-year-old business analyst named Meghan Wherrity. The bubbles were for use during a ballet number — “to give it a Lawrence Welk feel,” Mr. McClung explained. The champagne poppers were to be popped at the “ahem, climax” of a love song.

After a round of “Buffy Jeopardy,” the room went dark. In this episode, a musical demon causes the residents of Sunnydale to sing and dance their secrets, sadness and joys. As the intricately choreographed numbers played on the big screen, a ragtag and goofy approximation of the show proceeded on stage below. The audience responded by singing, shouting lines along with and at the characters, waving lighters, and making a wave with their goody bags during a number called “Walk Through the Fire.”

At evening’s end, fans trickled reluctantly back into the cold. Among them was Joy Abella, a 33-year-old advertising account supervisor. The next day, Ms. Abella said, “I called my sister up, and I said, ‘Sheer genius.’ ”

Forward>Schmooze>Don’t Tell Bubbe: Gentile is Kosher Queen




Don’t Tell Bubbe: Gentile is Kosher Queen


By Beth Schwartzapfel
February 9, 2006

A panel of experts convened in New York City last week to determine the country’s best kosher cook, and the results may come as a surprise: The winner was not Jewish.

Riding her delicious sweet potato encrusted chicken to victory, Candace McMenamin of Lexington, S.C., won the first-ever Simply Manischewitz Cook-off.

About 350 people packed into the Empire Room at the Marriott Marquis hotel in Times Square to watch McMenamin beat out five other finalists — all women, four Jewish and one non-Jewish. In preparation for the showdown, a rabbi was brought in to kasher all the ovens and supervise the purchase of all the ingredients. A representative from Mayor Michael Bloomberg’s office was there with a proclamation making it official: February 1, 2007, was Simply Manischewitz Cook-off Day.

The finalists began chopping like mad when the cook-off started. With dishes as diverse as Middle Eastern falafel stuffed peppers, whitefish and potato knishes, and pea and fennel Soup, the only common denominator among the competing recipes was that they were all kosher, could all be prepared within one hour and all contained at least one Manischewitz product. The stakes were high: The winner was to take home a brand-new General Electric Co. kitchen, worth $20,000, plus $7,000 in cash and prizes, and a $3,000 savings bond from Manischewitz.

The panel of eight judges — which included Susie Fishbein, author of the Kosher by Design series of cookbooks; several professional chefs, including Ritz Carlton Chef Jacques Sorci, and Nachum Segal, host of 91.1 WFMU’s daily radio program, JM in the AM — wandered the room while the women cooked. “I’m looking for something fresh,” Fishbein said. “Kosher cooking isn’t just your bubbe’s brisket anymore.”

At the end of an hour, the chefs presented their dishes to the judges, who sat at a round table with their clipboards. They were judging for taste (50%), ease of preparation (20%), appearance (15%) and originality and creativity (15%).

McMenamin, who is something of a veteran cooking contestant — she was a two-time finalist in the Pillsbury bake-off — first saw an ad for the contest in Cooking Light magazine. Her friends were befuddled by the thought of a non-Jewish entrant in a kosher cooking competition. “How can you do that?” they asked.

But McMenamin was not deterred, and in the end she ran up against only one major obstacle: Her usual grocery store, the Piggly Wiggly, didn’t carry Manischewitz products, so to gather the ingredients from the company — sweet potato pancake mix, poultry seasoning, apricot preserves, white grape juice and extra virgin olive oil cooking spray — she had to go across town to the local Publix.

Brown Alumni Magazine>Arts & Culture>His True Loves





His True Loves

Jonathan Karp ’86 left his job as editor-in-chief of Random House to launch his own imprint and stage his first play, about a timid bookstore clerk faced with saving the world.

How to Save the World and Find True Love in 90 Minutes, book and lyrics by Jonathan Karp, at the New World Stages, New York City.

By Beth Schwartzapfel
Jan/Feb 2007

It’s Friday afternoon, and playwright Jonathan Karp is seated in an otherwise empty theater at the New World Stages, an off-Broadway complex in midtown Manhattan. Rehearsing on Stage 5, actress Anika Larsen calls out, “Does anyone remember that line?” Karp thinks for a minute and begins, “Get your sniveling…”

Larsen smiles with recognition and finishes the line in unison with him, “… ferret-face out of my bookstore!” They both laugh.

Karp describes his new musical comedy, How to Save the World and Find True Love in 90 Minutes, as the story of “a timid bookstore clerk who realizes that he’s the only person who can prevent a global catastrophe from occurring.”

It’s Karp’s first play, and the New World Stages production marks its first full run. Karp and composer Seth Weinstein began collaborating on the play in 1999, and in 2004 it was produced at the New York Musical Theatre Festival and the New York International Fringe Festival, where it filled the house and got great reviews. Karp jokes that six years from inception to production is “right on time,” noting that the average “incubation period” for a musical is five to seven years. Another reason for the delay, however, might be Karp’s day job: until this summer, he was editor-in-chief of the book publisher Random House.

After leaving Random House, Karp announced in July the launch of Twelve, a Warner Books imprint for which he now serves as editor-in-chief, publisher, and vice president. True to its name, Twelve will publish only a dozen books a year—a far cry from the fifty or one hundred that a typical imprint puts out. “As an editor, as a publisher, it’s possible to love twelve books a year without being promiscuous,” Karp quips. “I can be serially monogamous to twelve books a year.” Such a small number allows him to handpick the books and allocate enough resources into promoting each of them. Twelve’s debut lineup is eclectic and populated by such heavy hitters as Christopher Hitchens, John McCain, and the late Robert Altman. The first book, Christopher Buckley’s Boomsday, will be on sale in April.

Karp doesn’t take vacations and works on weekends. He admits that when he goes into a Starbucks and sees people reading magazines in the middle of the day, he is sometimes “overcome by a sense of longing.” But otherwise, he insists, “I’m not one of those people who only sleeps three hours a night. I have a normal life.” His “normal life” includes a toddler, Lucy, whom he is coparenting with his best friend, Deborah Malmud ’86.

Karp, forty-two, says he was stagestruck from an early age. While growing up in suburban New Jersey, he attended Broadway shows like Pippin and They’re Playing Our Song with his parents. At Brown, he was editor of the Brown Daily Herald but he abandoned a budding journalism career after the Miami Herald sent him to cover a garbage dump fire. He moved to New York City to pursue his two loves: books and theater. Random House hired him as an editorial assistant in 1989, and he worked his way up. “I fell so in love with publishing,” he said, “that it’s taken me all this time to get the theater part of [my life] realized.”

Next up, Karp says, is a musical “about a guy who discovers that he can make people fall in love whenever he sings love songs that he hates.” Heart Throb, on which he is also collaborating with composer Weinstein, will have its first staged reading at New York’s York Theater in the next year or so.

Meanwhile, on Stage 5, actor Michael McEachran is rehearsing a line about mind-reading. He puffs up his chest and deadpans, “My penis. You were thinking about my penis.” In his seat, Karp chuckles.

Karp likes to quote Bernard Malamud who, when asked for the key to good writing, is said to have answered: story, story, story. “I’ve taken that to heart in everything I do,” Karp says. “Whether I’m editing a book or writing a musical, I really care that the story be told in the best possible way.”


Brown Alumni Magazine>No Degrees of Separation




No Degrees of Separation

As documentary filmmakers, Rory Kennedy ’91 and Liz Garbus ’92 tell stories of ordinary people facing extraordinary political and social controversies. Their empathy provides an emotional depth you won’t find in news stories or the arguments of talking heads.

By Beth Schwartzapfel
Jan/Feb 2007

The brownstone at 39 Lincoln Place is a bright, airy space. Located in the heart of the Park Slope neighborhood of Brooklyn, it's the headquarters of Moxie Firecracker Films, an independent production company whose award-winning documentaries about often harrowing subjects are among the most highly praised of the past few years. Yet the atmosphere inside the building is far from harrowing. On a weekday this fall, a small, snorty dog named Angus hurled himself enthusiastically at a visitor walking through the tall wooden front doors. "We have dogs and fish and kids all over the office," says Liz Garbus '92 with a laugh.

Garbus and Rory Kennedy ’91, who first met at Brown, founded Moxie Firecracker in 1998 by merging their two independent production companies—Kennedy’s Moxie and Garbus’s Firecracker. Although the two women work separately on their individual films, their work has brought them together as friends and collaborators. As filmmakers with closely aligned creative visions, they brainstorm regularly and offer mutual support when a project becomes confusing. “We’re always consulting each other on the shape of our films,” Garbus says. “It’s really great to have someone who you can just talk to, and not have to explain the whole project from beginning to end. You want a partner in that. In the same way that when you’re married or in a domestic relationship, thatthe person that you can just talk with—this is a similar type of support.”

And as mothers of young children, Garbus and Kennedy have structured Moxie Firecracker as a family friendly place with flexible hours whenever possible. The tall-ceilinged rooms, with their marble fireplaces and creaky hardwood floors, seem full of good-natured chaos and people in jeans. Two of them chat over a computer; one gets up to corral Angus back to his little bed and then retreats to what was once a kitchen but is now a sunny sort of workspace. “They’ve really set up a nice thing for themselves,” says HBO executive Nancy Abraham, who has worked with the women on a half-dozen films. “It’s an unusual partnership.”

The atmosphere is a sharp contrast to the images being viewed in the editing room upstairs. Up here the world seems a grimmer place. Kennedy sits on a battered leather couch with writer-producer Jack Youngelson. With open binders on their laps, the two banter about the emerging shape of their current project while editor Sari Gilman ’91 controls the bank of computer monitors facing the couch. Suddenly the gruesome, now-famous photographs of prisoners at Iraq’s Abu Ghraib prison fill the screens. Here are filthy naked men, piled in a pyramid. Here is a smiling young U.S. MP posing with a battered corpse. A soldier’s voice explains how, on that night, a group of American officials arrived with an Iraqi prisoner, disappeared into a back room for several hours, and left the prisoner behind, dead. “You never saw us,” the soldier recalls the officials saying on their way out. “Have a nice day.” The images are from Ghosts of Abu Ghraib, which premieres in January at the Sundance Film Festival and airs on HBO February 22.

The clip ends, and the room is silent.

“So how long was that?” Kennedy asks.

Gilman clicks through some numbers on the computer screen. “Seven-and-a-half minutes.”

Kennedy inhales sharply. That’s long. “It’s good, though.”

Yesterday Kennedy showed a rough cut of the film to Abraham and her boss at HBO. Today she is trying to create another, more polished, version that incorporates the comments and suggestions that followed the showing.

Ghosts of Abu Ghraib did not begin as a project focused on Iraq. Kennedy was interested in the phenomenon of genocide, of exploring what happens, she says, “when people are put into situations and respond in ways that they wouldn’t imagine doing if they were living in a ‘normal’ society.” As she learned more about torture at Abu Ghraib, however, Kennedy saw many of the same themes emerging. The incidents there, she says, showed “there’s a pretty thin veneer that’s protecting us from doing crazy things.” Here was an opportunity to approach large themes through a specific story with ordinary characters, a method that is a hallmark of all her films. Kennedy got the nod from HBO to shift gears, and last March she began interviewing soldiers, Iraqis detained at the prison, Bush administration officials, and lawyers. “It’s been a whirlwind,” she says.

Kennedy and Garbus have made a name for themselves by making unflinching documentaries that tackle the bleakest of subjects—poverty, AIDS, the death penalty, substance abuse, the criminal justice system—through individual stories. While Kennedy was tracking down stories for her film, Garbus was doing the same for Coma, her documentary about patients in a persistent vegetative state, which is scheduled to air on HBO later this year. “They have crafted a distinctive reputation within the documentary community of making films that are great stories,” says Liz Ogilvie, head programmer for Docurama, which releases documentaries on DVD. “They’re really gifted storytellers. They take such intense topics and make them watchable.”

Most Moxie Firecracker films are done in a vérité style: a “fly-on-the-wall” approach that follows characters over time and watches their stories unfold. Kennedy’s 1999 American Hollow follows the life of one extended family in rural Appalachia over a single year, while A Boy’s Life, released in 2004, tells the story of an emotionally disturbed boy in rural Mississippi. Garbus’s 2002 The Execution of Wanda Jean follows the last months in the life of Wanda Jean Allen, the first black woman to be executed in modern American history, while Girlhood, released in 2003, tells the story of two teenagers and their mothers as the teens pass in and out of Baltimore’s criminal justice system.

Ogilvie says that to make a successful vérité film, the women build powerful relationships with their subjects. Kennedy’s and Garbus’s documentaries, she says, demonstrate “a certain closeness to their characters [that] really comes across. For them to be able to do that, it’s obvious that their characters trust them. And that is a real gift.”

The method allows Kennedy and Garbus to make political statements without preaching or relying on pundits and experts. Garbus’s Juvies, for instance, which aired on A&E in 2000, chronicles the lives of three young men caught up in the juvenile justice system; by simply telling their stories, the film raises questions about crime and punishment in the United States. Ghosts of Abu Ghraib zeroes in on the stories of soldiers who worked at the prison and describes the journey each took to Iraq and back home again.

“Always coming back to the emotional, the personal, makes the most powerful film,” Kennedy argues, and one of the struggles she currently faces during the editing process illustrates her point. “The experts are making all the political points that are so important, and important to me,” she explains about the footage she is editing. “But ultimately, what will happen is, we’ll edit them out. At the end of the day, hearing these [five soldiers] tell their stories and their perspectives—people can draw their own conclusion and decide about the war on terrorism, decide about the war in Iraq, decide about what America represents. We don’t have to tell them.”

Although the women broadly share the same cinematic approach, when it comes to making such artistic choices as what to shoot and how to shoot it, who gets interviewed and how, and what the overall structure of the film will be, each woman is guided by her own particular style. “As directors, we’re both very independent,” says Garbus. “Rory doesn’t need me in her editing room, and I don’t need her in mine.” Nancy Abraham has seen this dynamic play out; when working with one director, she barely interacts with the other. “Their films are really their own films,” she says. Yet Kennedy and Garbus often turn to each other for help. “I really cherish her feedback,” Kennedy says. “Together we’ve gone a lot further than we would have individually.” Garbus is always credited as a producer on Kennedy’s films, and vice versa.

The women have no qualms about directly helping the people in their documentaries. While filming Pandemic: Facing AIDS, which follows the lives of five HIV-positive people in five different countries, Kennedy bought towels and goats for some of them. She paid school tuition for others. While filming in India, she paid for a forty-by-twenty-foot neon Hindu deity. The people with whom she was working there had planned a parade for an annual festival of lights, and they “were just desperate to have this element in their parade,” she says. “I have to say, that was the weirdest thing I ever paid for.” She laughs. “But it looked pretty cool.”

Kennedy first considered filmmaking at Brown. A small-boned woman with blue eyes and thick blond hair that falls to her shoulders, Kennedy has the air of someone who is constantly thinking. As a concentrator in women’s studies at the height of the public preoccupation with “crack babies,” Kennedy decided to write her final senior project about the difficulties women face obtaining treatment for substance abuse. “The way it was being told in the press was that these were crack addicts who didn’t care about their children,” she says. However, what Kennedy learned from meeting and interviewing scores of women was that “the vast majority were trying to get treatment while they were addicted and pregnant, but couldn’t get it because a lot of the treatment programs don’t accept pregnant women.”

While working on the project, she would return to her apartment at night and try to tell her friends about the experiences she’d had that day. But Kennedy found that her recounting lacked the power and immediacy she’d heard from the women themselves. She thought of recording their stories. “If they were able to tell their stories themselves to the larger public,” she recalls thinking, “that would help people understand their plight more directly, and people would have much more empathy.”

She knew nothing about filmmaking, so she put together a film proposal and sent it to filmmakers all over the country, hoping to connect with someone who could serve as a mentor and teacher. She ultimately found Robin Smith, who ran Video/Action Inc., a nonprofit video production company in Washington, D.C. After three years of learning and working, Kennedy, along with Smith, released Women of Substance, which aired on PBS stations nationwide in 1994 and won the Gold Corporation for Public Broadcasting Award, the Gold CINDY Award, and first place at the National Council on Family Relations Media Awards Competition.

Kennedy made several more films after Women of Substance, but it was American Hollow that catapulted her career into prominence five years later. The film premiered at the Sundance Film Festival and won best documentary prizes at several other festivals; after airing on HBO it was nominated for a Non-Fiction Primetime Emmy Award. It also spawned a companion book, published by Little, Brown, as well as a traveling exhibition. Since that time she has directed a dozen more films and produced twice as many. Along the way she has picked up an armful of film festival awards, and Pandemic was nominated for another Emmy.

“What’s characteristic of her films, to me, is a certain human, emotional element that is profoundly affecting,” says Nancy Abraham, “and an enormous sense of empathy for the kind of human condition that people find themselves in. That, to me, is really an element of her films that goes beyond any scripting or planning. It’s not technical. It’s something that comes from the heart and is really touching.”

Kennedy is the youngest of eleven children born to U.S. Senator Robert F. Kennedy and his wife, Ethel. Her family background has inevitably affected her career. “Doors were more open to me than most others,” she acknowledges. “But then you’ve gotta walk through them, and do the work, and make it happen. You have to make films that are worthy.” She also inherited her family’s commitment to progressive causes, which is reflected in her choice of subject matter. “I certainly grew up in an environment where social justice was important,” she says, “where being involved in giving back was very important.”

Her family background has affected her work in an unexpected way as well. Writer-editor Youngelson, who has worked with Kennedy on four films, says, “She comes from a big family. I think that there’s this desire to be heard, to have her voice heard.” A 1999 Washington Post story referred to Rory as “the quiet Kennedy,” but she says that’s a mischaracterization. “I feel like I do projects that are important to me, and I want to call attention to those projects,” she says. “And I’m not averse to saying what’s on my mind.”

The combination of Kennedy’s family connections and her willingness to make sure powerful people are paying attention to her films can also give her movies an effectiveness that is rare for a documentarian. Pandemic, for example, began as a short educational film called Epidemic Africa, and was initially inspired by a trip she made to Africa in 2001 as part of a Clinton White House delegation. After the trip Kennedy pulled some strings on Capitol Hill and arranged for a screening for some prominent Democratic lawmakers. “Senator [Patrick] Leahy was there,” she says, referring to the Vermont Democrat who is on the powerful Senate Appropriations Committee, “and he said, ‘You know, I had the opportunity to watch your film. I put 25 million dollars in the budget for AIDS in Africa because of your film.’ ”

Growing up in Manhattan, Liz Garbus was also no stranger to progressive politics. Her mother is a social worker, and her father is Martin Garbus, the well-known civil rights attorney whose work for the ACLU has included defending the Chicago Seven and members of the Weather Underground. Garbus recalls watching as a 1970s child the emotional television commercials designed to solicit money for organizations that work in the developing world. “I remember, as a child, feeling really upset, and being like, ‘How can we not do anything?’ ” she says with a self-deprecating laugh. “But those are the kinds of questions that were encouraged in my household. [My parents] were like, ‘Right, when you grow up you can do something about those children!’ There was a whole dialogue, a whole dinner conversation about what those kids were going through. In many ways I combined their particular interests. He was a lawyer, but also an activist. And my mother—there’s that kind of compassionate side.”

Garbus first got the filmmaking itch while she was still in high school. On a whim, she brought a video camera to school on the last day of her senior year. “I went around,” she recalls, “and I was interviewing everybody about the last day of school, and I filmed some people’s last classes, where people were sort of acting out. They were very rambunctious.” She went home and edited the film with the rudimentary software available at the time, then showed it to the father of a friend. A documentarian, he told her she’d done a great job.

“I’m sure he was just being very sweet to a seventeen-year-old,” Garbus says with a laugh. “But in any event it stuck in my head as a very positive experience.” She brought that experience with her to Brown, where she concentrated in both history and semiotics and took some video-production classes.

After graduating, Garbus was torn between filmmaking or going on to graduate school and an academic career studying social politics. At Brown, she recalls, “I definitely had a real political sharpening, a focus. Academia was very effective for me, in politicizing me.”

Instead of grad school, Garbus joined Miramax as an intern and then worked for filmmaker Jonathan Stack. While she was working for Stack she got to know Wilbert Rideau, an inmate on death row at the state penitentiary in Angola, Louisiana. Rideau, who was sentenced to death in 1962 for a murder he’d committed the previous year, was editor of the award-winning uncensored prison newspaper, the Angolite. In that capacity Rideau had interviewed every inmate on Louisiana’s death row since 1976. Rideau helped Garbus and Stack gain access to six inmates serving long sentences at Angola. After following the inmates for three years, Garbus and Stack made The Farm: Angola USA, with Rideau as codirector. The film was released in 1998 and went on to win an Academy Award nomination, two Emmy Awards, and the Grand Jury Prize at the Sundance Film Festival. (Rideau’s conviction has since been commuted from murder to manslaughter. He was released in 2005 after serving forty-four years, and he and Garbus are still friends.)

“She’s very funny and very smart,” says Mary Manhardt, who edited The Farm and worked with Garbus on several subsequent films. “And she has a good attitude. Sometimes people have a successful film and they think they’re God’s gift to documentary. She had an amazing amount of success early on, but she’s very grounded about it.”

Garbus has long, curly brown hair shot through with strands of gray, a round face, and big brown eyes. She laughs a lot, and it’s easy to see why her childhood nickname was Firecracker. Nancy Abraham describes her as “a little more loose and feisty” than Kennedy. In some ways she is still the child at the dinner table. Her goal, she says, is “humanizing the stories” of people who we facilely assume are different from us. “It’s by bringing [the characters] closer to [viewers] that we all become a little bit more human,” she says. Like the little girl in New York City who can empathize with children thousands of miles away, in Garbus’s films, she hopes, “We realize that there’s not so much that separates us from them.”

Garbus is quick to point out that the people in her films have, in many cases, done terrible things. The Farm, for instance, includes a moving scene at the clemency hearing of a convict who is on death row for killing a man and maiming his wife. At the hearing, the son of the couple speaks at length about the pain that he and his family have endured, and the fact that his mother’s life is ruined forever. The Farm does not ignore that “there are victims of those crimes,” says Garbus. “That’s a very real thing.” Yes, these murderers are criminals, she says, “But they also are fifteen other things. They’re loving fathers or mothers or lovers. People aren’t equal to their worst action.”

“She has tremendous compassion,” says Manhardt. Sometimes, making films like these can lead to “a very ethically difficult situation. But she is always true to the dignity of her characters. Always.”

Watching several of Liz Garbus’s films in a row is an uncomfortable experience. Knowing the things we humans do to one another is bad enough; watching, in vivid detail, the struggles of people who are the agents or victims of those things is almost too much. But rather than let injustice and suffering depress her, Garbus gets angry, and the anger, she says, “makes me want to just keep on going.”

After all, there are so many stories left to tell. “I think we’re going to continue on as we are for the time being,” Kennedy says. “Both Liz and I really love what we do, and feel really lucky to be doing it.”

The women also have a tight-knit relationship outside work. Kennedy’s children, Georgia and Bridget, are four and two; Garbus has a two-year-old daughter, Amelia, and a son, Theodore, who is only a few months old. The women’s husbands are also friends and coworkers. Dan Cogan, Garbus’s husband, is a film producer, and Mark Bailey, Kennedy’s husband, is a screenwriter. Cogan’s production company, DMC Films, is producing several of Bailey’s scripts. The two families live within ten blocks of each other. “We laugh a lot,” Garbus says. “We have a lot of fun.”

On days when the women are traveling, filming, or editing, the hours are long and often inflexible. But at other times they can mold their schedules around the lives of their children. “Last night I was editing scripts until eleven at night,” Kennedy says. “But I went home at four and was with my children from four until eight.” Garbus is equally devoted to keeping work and family in balance. “If I’d been partners with someone who didn’t have those same priorities, I don’t know if we could have lasted as partners,” she says.

Meanwhile, in the editing room at 39 Lincoln Place, Kennedy sits with Youngelson on the brown leather couch. Takeout containers with half-eaten salads and Chinese food litter the table, and Kennedy recalls a moment in the making of Ghosts of Abu Ghraib. She was in Turkey, interviewing Iraqi victims of abuse at the prison. She’d had to meet them in Turkey because the men believed it would be too dangerous to be interviewed in Iraq.

One of the men asked Kennedy to withhold his identity in the film. Kennedy assured him that she would include that proviso in the release form they both would sign.

“And the man said, ‘No, you don’t need to write it down,’ ” Kennedy recalls. “ ‘You looked me in the eye and told me.’ It’s amazing they can trust Americans.” She pauses. The story reminds her of a scene from another interview, and she asks Gilman to pull it up. “That prisoner’s line,” she says, “is ‘All is forgiven.’ It’s so powerful and so unexpected. It makes me cry when I hear it.”

Brown Alumni Magazine>God's Creation





God's Creation

By Beth Schwartzapfel
January/February 2007

On December 6 rabbi Ayelet Cohen’s phone was ringing off the hook. The rabbis who interpret Jewish law for the Conservative movement had just voted on whether to lift the movement’s ban on gay rabbis and same-sex commitment ceremonies. As a rabbi at Beth Simchat Torah, the New York City congregation that is the world’s largest synagogue built by and for the gay, lesbian, bisexual, and transgendered community, Cohen had been a vocal part of the debate for years.

The panel voted to pass three separate and contradictory position papers on the inclusion of gays and lesbians in Conservative Jewish life. One allows the ordination of gay rabbis and the performance of same-sex commitment ceremonies, while two do not. It’s now up to individual rabbis and congregations to decide which paper to follow.

“There’s been some significant change,” says Cohen. “But the committee missed an opportunity to demonstrate real moral leadership. They don’t see that sexual diversity is part of God’s creation.”

Cohen’s disappointment was not surprising, considering her longstanding activism on feminist and gay issues. While a student at the Jewish Theological Seminary, which she entered in 1997, she agitated for including more women teachers at the seminary and more women writers and thinkers in the curriculum. Although she is heterosexual, she assembled Keshet (“rainbow” in Hebrew), a committee of classmates who called for full acceptance of gays and lesbians in Judaism.

In 2005, three years after she was ordained, Cohen came under fire from the Conservative rabbinical association. Although Conservative officials said that Cohen had failed to file important papers on time, Cohen believes she was being punished for officiating at same-sex wedding ceremonies.

The year Cohen arrived at Brown, 1992, was also the year Conservative rabbis first voted to ban gay Jews from participating in many aspects of religious life, including attendance at Seminary. At Brown, Cohen helped form BGLAL, a gay Jewish group, and establish Jewish Women’s Week. She also became active at Brown/RISD Hillel, where, she says, “a real and profound commitment to social justice was inseparable from living a Jewish life.”

Cohen began as a rabbinic intern at Congregation Beth Simchat Torah during the fourth of her five years at the Jewish Theological Seminary. She was inspired, she says, by the congregation and its charismatic senior rabbi, Sharon Kleinbaum. Cohen joined the temple as its junior rabbi in 2002, wanting to reform the Conservative movement from within. “To be a part of a real and authentic progressive religious voice in this world right now is incredibly important,” she says.

NEW YORK TIMES>N.Y./Region>The City>You've Got Mail




PROSPECT HEIGHTS
You've Got Mail. And That's Just for Starters.

Beth Schwartzapfel
December 31, 2006

THE black awning, which stretches like a tidy gold-lettered baseball cap over the store at the corner of Washington Avenue and Prospect Place in Brooklyn, reads ''F.B. Enterprises.'' Passers-by curious about what might lie within would have to come close and examine the small hand-lettered sign bearing the words ''Post Office'' that is taped to the front door.

As housing costs in Park Slope continue to soar, the adjacent neighborhood of Prospect Heights is increasingly a place of contrasts: From outside a bodega selling cheap phone cards to the Caribbean, for example, one can watch a tower containing luxury condominiums take shape. F.B. Enterprises itself sits opposite a row of struggling stores and empty storefronts, including the former home of the defunct Washington Avenue Merchants Association at No. 679 and the recently shuttered Grace Island Cuisine, a Caribbean restaurant, at No. 685.

In many respects, the little post office, established in 1992, stands as a bridge between the old Prospect Heights and the new. And from his perch behind the worn wooden counter, an affable, 60-year-old conga drummer named Hailejaa Euma is extending a hand in both directions.

On a recent afternoon during the holidays, Afro-Cuban music could be heard playing on the stereos along one wall, and incense perfumed the air. Sturdy wooden tables and benches along the walls were stacked with fliers and copies of free local newspapers. The room had the feel of an African dance studio or perhaps a community center, which was fitting, because in many respects, the store is a little of both.

F.B. Enterprises -- the letters stand for ''free brothers'' -- is a private post office, which rents private postal boxes and sells postage and shipping materials. And Mr. Euma, who is known almost universally by his first name (pronounced ha-LEE-jay), expresses pride in the way his store differs from a regular post office.

''It's more cultural,'' he said the other day as he stamped letters. ''It's not set up like a U.S. post office. It's set up like a home or someplace you would lounge.''

Wearing a neatly pressed green sweatshirt, and a white knit cap atop salt-and-pepper dreadlocks that spilled down his back, Mr. Euma spent this particular afternoon greeting a steady flow of customers, neighborhood children and parcel delivery people, most of whom he greeted by name.

''Well, look who it is! It's Kate!'' he announced as the bells on the door jangled and a woman entered, laden with brightly wrapped packages for Mr. Euma to ship to her relatives in Ohio.

As it turns out, Mr. Euma is the superintendent of the building around the corner where the customer, Kate Taylor, lives. She moved in five years ago, after it was renovated from the abandoned wreck it had been since Mr. Euma's childhood.

Later, a United Parcel Service delivery man arrived bearing a package.

''Who's that for?'' Mr. Euma demanded.

The man scanned the label. ''Delia,'' he announced.

''Delia again, huh?'' Mr. Euma said. ''She's got a bad problem. She can't sleep, so she's on the computer, buying stuff.''

Mr. Euma's business partner is his younger brother, Darrell Jackson. They both grew up in the neighborhood, and both worked for the United States Postal Service. Mr. Jackson stills delivers express mail; Mr. Euma spent 30 years as a postal clerk.

Over the years, their store, in addition to serving its primary function, has evolved into a home for neighborhood potlucks, community meetings and cultural events. Mr. Euma's band, Mambo Jazzy, has played here, and his brother has taught swing dancing and hustle.

In the process, Mr. Euma has become something of a kindly neighborhood godfather. ''If you need to find out something,'' Mr. Jackson says of his brother, ''they'll tell you go see Hailejaa. He's always willing to do for people.''

Mr. Euma provided an air-conditioner to a new resident of the neighborhood who had wandered by in search of one, and he located a discarded computer for a local teacher whose laptop crashed just before the school year started.

With little prompting, he will tell you what he considers the best place to get a cup of coffee (the Ginger Root Cafe) or a bowl of soup (for chicken noodle, Purity Restaurant; otherwise, Tom's or Cafe Shane). Business cards for everyone from plumbers to truckers are plastered over the counter.

Mr. Euma takes pains to welcome not only old-timers but also the area's newcomers. On the day last summer when Kristen O'Donnell opened a natural goods store called Natural Heights down Washington at St. Marks Avenue, Mr. Euma signed a $10 bill that he used for a purchase, and he let Ms. O'Donnell choose a frame so he could hang it on the wall of his own store.

''Since the neighborhood was changing,'' he explained, ''I didn't really want the people to think that they were coming into some strange neighborhood that was rude or unfriendly.''

Mr. Euma is disheartened by the empty storefronts across the street, but he says he is biding his time until this stretch of Washington Avenue is bustling again. ''I think it will be a friendlier area to live in,'' he said. ''From the years I've been living in the neighborhood, I see that change already. You can see a real neighborhood.''

Mr. Beller's Neighborhood>Water, One Dollar




Water, One Dollar

By Beth Schwartzapfel
November 24, 2006

Mohammad B. Miah is a small man. He stands about five feet tall with his red and white and black leather hi-top sneakers on. He lives in Astoria, Queens, and he wants to know whether I work for the city. He motions in the direction of City Hall.

“You have a job?” he asks.

“I’m a writer,” I say, waving my notebook, which is green and skinny, and has spiral binding on top.

“You work for the city?” he asks.

“No, for a newspaper,” I answer, waving my notebook again. His English is not great, and I think ‘freelance’ will be too hard to explain.

Every morning, Mohammad spends two dollars to ride the subway to 293 Church Street, a garage-like space tucked between two fancy restaurants in a bustling corner of Tribeca. 293 Church Street is more like a not-place than a place. Mohammad calls it a “gar-iz.” It is run by a bristling man named John who has a grey mustache and a heavy Eastern European accent. For six months, Mohammed came to the gar-iz every morning to pick up a silver cart, which he would wheel here, to the base of the Brooklyn Bridge, and sell hot dogs. On a good day, he made about $60 profit. On a slow day, $40.

Mohammad has a vendor’s license, which he keeps in a dirty plastic sheath in his otherwise empty brown leather wallet, its tarnished beaded ball-chain necklace wrapped around it. The license cost him $60, plus $56 for a required 2-day class which taught him that he must wear plastic gloves to handle food, and offered guidance as to how to dress appropriately. The rent on the cart was approximately six hundred dollars per month. It varied, though. “If I am making good business,” he said, “rent go up.”

A vendor’s license allows you to sell food on the street, but a permit is necessary to own your own cart. One day, he showed up at the garage to find that the cart he was renting was no longer available. Permits expire every 7 months, so Mohammad speculates that the cart owner’s permit ran out, or that someone else laid claim to the cart. In any case, he says, pointing to a blue and yellow Sabrett umbrella on the other side of the approach to the bridge, “Maybe he have permit. I have no permit.” Which is to say, without his own permit, there’s nothing he can do.

So now he arrives at 293 Church Street each morning with two blue coolers and an old silver hand-truck. “Water! Cold things!” he says to a group of tourists walking by. “One dollar!” It comes out sounding like, “Wada! Coldings! Wandallah!”

He spends about $30 to fill up the coolers with water, soda, Gatorade, and ice. He wheels the hand truck down Church Street, weaving in and out of parked cars and traffic. The wheels on the truck squeak as he walks. The two coolers are stacked on top of each other, and the lid on the top cooler doesn’t fit quite right. Handfuls of ice cubes fall onto his feet and hit the pavement. His small frame moves quickly, and, struggling to keep up, I keep an eye on his blue and grey and yellow baseball cap, which is made from parachute material and Velcros in the back. He is like a compact little rectangle, with a tan fleece top and blue polyester pants.

He makes a left onto Chambers Street, passes a fruit vendor and a hot dog cart, passes Ralph’s Discount City, and tells me we’re going to the Blooklyn Biliz.

“The Blooklyn Biliz. You know the Blooklyn Biliz?”

I think he’s saying “Brooklyn Village,” so I shake my head no.

“I show you.” He tells me to walk on the sidewalk.

The sky is looking grey, and despite the temperature, which is only in the mid-50s, the haze and the humidity make the air feel hot and sticky.

“Maybe coming rain today,” he says, “people no buy cold things.” Mohammad looks up at the gathering cloud cover. “It’s hard making people like water.”

Mohammad picks a spot at the approach to the Bridge where there is a brass symbol of a walking person inlaid into the sidewalk, with matching brass arrows inlaid on either side, in each direction. The on-ramp for cars hugs the left side of the walkway, and the off-ramp hugs the right. Clumps of tourists walk by, holding cameras and guide books. Joggers and bikers pass, too, sweaty and fast. The Blooklyn Biliz looks dishwater grey on this cloudy day. Its usual majesty is dwarfed by all the taillights and the buildings, which, from this angle, seem at least as tall, if not taller. Even the buildings on the Brooklyn side of the bridge seem tall enough to jostle for the skyline’s attention.

“I set here,” says Mohammad. “People come across. They tired. They buy water.” He lays the two coolers side-by-side, takes their lids off, reaches into the ice, and pulls the bottles of Gatorade—which, at $2, are his most expensive item—to the top of the chilly pile.

“Wada! Coldings! Wandallah!” he calls to a passing blonde family.

“No thank you,” says one woman.

“OK,” says Mohammad, “have a nice day.”

His voice is slightly nasal, and he speaks quickly and confidently, as though he is not aware of the fact that he is often hard to understand. He has dark brown deep-set eyes and a square-shaped dark brown beard with a few grey hairs. Mohammad came to this country from his native Bangladesh when he was 34 years old. The lawlessness and random violence in his country had been wearing him down. “My country too much crazy people,” he says. “People gun. You have money, they take it.” He had been trying to get a visa through the lottery visa program since 1990. He hit the jackpot in 1998. “This country very nice. I like this country,” he says. “Here you have one thousand dollars in your pocket, nobody takes it.”

Mohammad has been here at the base of the Brooklyn Bridge for an hour. So far today, he has made $4.

“Gatorade, Miss?” he asks a passing woman. It sounds like “Gatorid.” “Want Gatorid? That’s good.”

Mohammad wonders if it’s too cold for people to want soda. “I looking for another job now,” he says. “Outside work, vendor, too headache.” Rain, cold, people’s whims—his living is too uncertain. “People buy water, I have money. People don’t buy water, I don’t have money.” When he wants to go to the bathroom, he must cart his coolers to a nearby bench and ask some people sitting there to watch them while he runs to Starbucks.

He lives in a 2-bedroom basement apartment which costs $800. I ask him if he lives alone.

“No, not a loan,” he says. “Rent. Monthly rent.”

He lives with a friend, another Bangladeshi. His wife is still in Bangladesh. He wants to bring her here, but it’s too expensive. “‘How come you no make America for me?’” he says she asks him. “I say no, maybe later.” When he goes to City Hall to try to get her a visa, they always ask about money, always money. “City say ‘how much you make money?’ If you have money, city give you visa.”

He interrupts himself. “Yes sir, wada?” He continues. “If you have no money, city says, ‘how can your wife eat?’”

The Urban Justice Center recently released a report about street vendors in lower Manhattan. They interviewed 100 vendors in 5 languages, and they found among them a median yearly income of $7,500. I cannot imagine Mohammad making even that much at this rate. “The typical vendor,” wrote the New York Times in an article about the report, “is a married immigrant man who is the sole provider for his family and has no health insurance.” That’s Mohammad. “Only 20 percent of the vendors reported English as their first language; forty percent said they were uncomfortable speaking it,” the Times went on to say.

Mohammad is a Muslim. He belongs to the Alamin Mosque on 36th Avenue in Long Island City. He prays five times a day. He might not get a chance to pray five times today, though. He looks at his watch. He sometimes goes to a mosque near here, if he can get away while he’s working. “You watch?” He gestures at his coolers.

“Sure,” I say. “I’ll watch.”

“Really? No problem?” he asks? “You watch, I go?” I nod. “No problem.”

“You watch, I go.” He’s happy. I watch his little blue and grey and yellow hat bob through the crowd towards the Assata Islamic Center, a mile north, on Allen Street.

A sign above my head reads “AREA UNDER NYPD VIDEO SURVEILLANCE.” I watch the twin yellow lights flash at the off-ramp. Bottomtop. Bottomtop. Bottomtop. I write in my skinny green notebook. I wait. A red double-decker Gray Line bus drives by, people spilling off the roof with their cameras. Bottomtop. Bottomtop. I look at the Bridge. Some 27 people died during its construction, most of them immigrants from Ireland, Scotland, and Germany. One tourist in an orange Red Hot Chili Peppers t-shirt passes, doubles back, asks for a beer. When I tell him it’s only water, soda, and Gatorade, he leaves. While Mohammad is gone, I sell two sodas and one water. It’s been about two hours, and Mohammad’s total is now $7.

He returns in about 20 minutes. He smiles at me when I hand him the crumpled dollar bills. “Oh,” he says. “You sell?”

Mohammad has four children. The oldest is 17, the youngest—he has to count forwards on his hand from 1997—is 9. They live in Queens, too, with their mother, his first wife. She’s Bangladeshi but they met here. She divorced him a few years back when she fell in love with another man. After that, Mohammad went back to Bangladesh “to make another marriage.” It sounds like he says “mat-iz.” He gives his first wife money for their children.

“Wada?” He pauses to ask a passerby. “Cold dlink?”

“No thank you.”

“OK, bye.”

He turns to me. “You matiz?”

I’m wearing a wedding ring. I am, for all intents and purposes, married, although my partnership is not valid in 46 states and, until 1993, was flatly illegal in 14. For simplicity’s sake, I shake my head. No. It’s not a lie, not exactly.

“No?” he asks. “What happen?”

I just shrug silently. He leaves it alone.

Mohammad says he has tried to get a job in a restaurant, but he can’t because of his beard. The weather is getting cold, and he knows he won’t be able to sell cold drinks for much longer. So he has decided to try to get a job with the City. His options are limited because he can’t read or write much English. But he wouldn’t mind working with trash. “I make cleaning job,” he says, “OK. No problem. Garbage OK. I like this.” He looks appraisingly towards City Hall.

“Wada?” he asks the next person, and the next. “Wandallah."

Tribeca Trib>Hearings on 60 Hudson Street Draw to a Close




Hearings on 60 Hudson Street Draw to a Close


By Beth Schwartzapfel
September 18, 2006

In the third and last in a series of contentious hearings before the city’s Board of Standards and Appeals, the Tribeca neighborhood group Neighbors Against NOISE took issue with a site visit made by BSA commissioners to the building in question: 60 Hudson Street.

The Sept. 13 hearing, over a variance granted by the Department of Buildings that allows the building to contain more diesel fuel than city code allows, began with a statement by the residents’ attorney, Norman Siegel, urging the commissioners to inspect the building and “clarify the facts before a decision regarding the variance is rendered.” But Siegel responded angrily when Jim Farley, an executive of the building’s owner, GVA Williams, let it be known that the commissioners had, in fact, conducted a site visit, which had not been previously disclosed.

“The people in the neighborhood have come here with due confidence that the process would be open and fair,” Siegel said, “and with due respect, I think what you did the other day…violates the due process rights of the petitioners.”

BSA Chair Meenakshi Srinivasan replied that “this board has been particular about keeping a transparent process.” She noted Siegel’s objection and promised that a report of the site visit would be entered into the record.

The Board is expected to render its decision on Oct. 17.

The former Western Union building at 60 Hudson Street is now used as a “telecom hotel,” or a hub where telecommunications companies warehouse the massive computer equipment used to power their operations. The machinery requires dozens of backup generators in case of power outages. These generators run on diesel fuel and the neighborhood group alleges the diesel storage creates a fire hazard for the neighborhood and makes the historic building an especially tempting target for terrorists.

Much of the hearing focused on how the contested diesel tanks are refilled. Existing building code requires that they be filled and transported by machine in order to minimize spillage and leakage. The variance allows building employees to fill and transport the tanks by hand if certain conditions, including special training by the Fire Department, are met.

Other provisions of the variance at issue include whether the basement or the ground level should be considered the “lowest floor” (building code only limits the number of tanks above the lowest floor), the fire-resistance rating of the walls enclosing the tanks, and how 60 Hudson should be classified. Bess Matassa testified on behalf of Assemblywoman Deborah Glick that “the inappropriate classification of 60 Hudson as [an] Office Building belies the fact that its use is clearly industrial.” The neighborhood where 60 Hudson is located is zoned as a C-6 commercial district, which allows for office buildings but not industrial properties.

Members of Neighbors Against NOISE were cautiously optimistic following the hearing. “I just have the feeling that they have their minds made up already,” said Deborah Allen, who lives three doors down from 60 Hudson and is a member of Neighbors Against NOISE. “Historically, they’ve sided with the Buildings Department. But I still think we have a good chance. I’m always hopeful.”

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New HIV strain in NYC poses concern


By Beth Schwartzapfel
February 25, 2005

A New York City man in his mid-40s was diagnosed with HIV in December. Since roughly 4000 people were diagnosed with HIV in New York City last year, the diagnosis did not turn heads — until two things happened.

First, in January, the man came back to his doctor, having lost almost 10 pounds and feeling like he had the flu. His infection-fighting CD4 cells (which HIV targets for destruction) had plummeted. Such a rapid progression of HIV is unusual since it generally takes 10 years without treatment before a person progresses to this stage. Then, a relatively routine blood test showed that the man’s virus, though he had never taken any HIV medications, was resistant to three of the existing four classes of treatment. Of the 20 or so available medicines, this man was limited to one, perhaps two.

Amid the flurry of ensuing news reports, the AIDS Action Committee of Massachusetts released a statement that said, "New York, Boston, and Providence are so geographically close and people travel among them so frequently, that news from New York is news for Boston and Providence." What, then, does this mean for Rhode Island?

"I don’t think there is any need to panic right now," says Paul Loberti, state AIDS director at the Rhode Island Department of Health. Individually, "drug resistance, rapid progression to AIDS . . . these things have been on our radar screens for a number of years." It is simply the combination that makes this case unusual.

Dr. Karen Tashima, an associate professor at Brown Medical School, says, "I wouldn’t be surprised if this has been going on and we’ve missed cases." Tashima, who is also an attending physician at the Immunology Center, an HIV care and research center at the Miriam Hospital says, "We have a certain picture of the way HIV affects the body and so we rely on that" (disclosure: I am a research assistant in the Immunology Center’s HIV/hepatitis C Coinfection Program). Therefore, until now, if someone told her that he had a negative HIV test a year ago and now has AIDS — indicating that his disease progressed far faster than typical — Tashima might sooner question the accuracy of the initial negative test, than assume the person had an entirely new strain of HIV. So the first step is to do careful research, she says, and study "the facts of the case . . . We need to learn more about his virus and then we can [determine] if we’ve ever seen anything like it."

The bottom line, says Christopher Butler, executive director of AIDS Project Rhode Island, is that "whether you get a strain of HIV that kills you in six months or 30 years, it’s not something you want to have. Nothing has changed except this person has a lot less options." And while fear can a viable prevention tactic, he says, it fades as a deterrent. "The only reason prevention education worked 25 years ago is because people saw their friends dying," Butler says. With the advent of effective medications, people stopped dying in such large numbers and many who had sworn off sex altogether slowly started returning to their previous behavior patterns. "It’s like Chicken Little," says Butler. In other words, to pretend the sky is falling is not an effective prevention method.

Tashima notes that Centers for Disease Control and Prevention data indicate that, from 2000 to 2003, the rates of new HIV infections among men who have sex with men increased almost 11 percent. "Behavior is hard to change," she says. "It’s just a hard thing."

Health officials in New York City are discussing new measures to track the drug-resistant virus. In Rhode Island, Loberti says officials will consider what changes, if any, need be made to the state’s disease surveillance system. Currently, the state maintains a chronic disease registry, which tracks the numbers of people infected with HIV and other illnesses. Beyond that, the state relies on physicians to alert it to anything new and unusual. This is how New York City officials were alerted to this case in the first place, and in Rhode Island, Loberti says, "That system seems to work very well."